I havent been on here for a while and a lot of people i used to talk to a lot are not on DA anymore, too busy (just like i was) to go on DA, deactivated their accounts, changed their names/accounts and etc. I hope they are all doing well, its been so long, i have been away here for year lol, doubt people still remember me
tho the people from HH did so im happy TvT
I can never say that i can go back on DA fully but i definitely need this, this is where i can express myself and calm myself down by drawing. was ranting on facebook this morning and it had swear words in it and it was just to vent, if people ignored it and did not comment on it then that's okay, i didn't particularly make that my status for people to comment on and stuff, i just needed to vent and i couldnt draw at that time. I felt better after posting that status and placed it on 'private' afterwards. Unfortunately i did not do it fast enough because my uncle decided to comment on it Orz. I have no place to vent but here >__<.
My life is frustrating, im glad to announce that i will be graduating from university, but, i am graduating from a course i have no interest in and is now stuck in a profession that i do not enjoy. I hope to find (even if only part time) a course like animation maybe? somewhere that would let me improve my drawing...im old now and it is frustrating that i am still undecided on what to do with my life, i just hope that i wont be stuck with my current profession. I have had numerous breakdowns because of it and predict more breakdowns in the future. not good TvT. Still, this is the only way for me to earn money, when i get a job, i hope it would pick things up a bit and my mom wont have to work so much and finally go to philippines for a vacation, she really needs one Orz
...on a positive note, aside from DA keeping me sane, i am nw in a LDR, have been for a year and a few months now actually. He helps me stay sane too lol
tho ive been crazy a long time ago XP. It gets lonely sometimes ok, maybe a lot seeing as uni always makes me depressed and it makes me lonelier than i am supposed to Orz because he is so far away and we havent really met irl yet TvT aha, just skyping eveny now and then. He has been emotionally supportive and i thank him loads for it. Cnt wait to hug him irl tho, he is thinner than me so i'll prolli break his back in half or something >V> dude, pls dont comment on this okay, im already all flusterred for actually adding this on here.
anyhoo...long ass rant over, ive been working on this drawing and i want to finish it, its been calming me down since im still pretty riled up about what happend this morning aha TvT/ ttfn!